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I love you Pish!  It’s been four great years and I am so happy.  Thanks for always being there for me.  Thanks for loving me so much and thanks for just being you. 

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So this year we decided to get Happy Anniversary gifts for ourselves.  We are weird like that.  hehe.  Pish got himself golf lessons and I got myself a new cell phone.  But this morning Pish suprised me with a card and news that we are going to a concert on Tuesday.  He’s still full of surprises!

Is this post partum depression or a mid-life crisis?  It’s not that I feel sad.  I’m actually pretty happy but I just I feel boring lately.  I don’t have anything fun to talk about (besides my cutie Katie).  I don’t know any gossip or drama going on.  I used to be quick with comebacks but now I’m not and I think I’m not funny anymore (maybe I never was ).  Even my clothes seem boring.  Every morning I feel like I have nothing to wear to work.  Boring..boring..boring… 

I had a first kiss debate with someone today.  For the first kiss, I like it when a guy asks if he can kiss you.  I think it shows respect and is much better than him just moving in on you.  But my friend thinks it is wussy if he asks.  (What do I know?  I’ve been out of the game for so long!)

I’ve been hungrier lately and wanting to snack all the time.  Then the other day I kept getting light headed whenever I stood up.  What’s going on??  We decided I should take a pregancy test and…..NOT PREGNANT.  phew!  We are not ready for a second one yet. 

We’ve gotten a lot of comments on Katie’s mohawk lately. She’s been losing a lot of hair except for the top. She has a bit of cradle cap so I think that’s why the hair on top has not fallen out yet. Maybe I’ll spike it up with some gel one of these days.

I was going to put a disclaimer saying:  If you are too embarassed to read about breasts stop reading now.  But what guy doesn’t want to talk about breasts?  :)  Well, actually this post is about clogged milk ducts.  On friday I had two hard lumps in my left breast!  At first it was just a little sore but then it really started to hurt.  I had heard about clogged milk ducts before but had never experienced it until now.  I looked online and I had all the same symptoms.  The remedy is to nurse to get the milk out (a heat pack and massage is supposed to help too).  So I nursed when I got home but it didn’t help.  Then at night I used a heat compress and pumped twice but still hard as a rock!  I could barely sleep because it was so uncomfortable.  In the morning, Katie had her 5:30am feeding and FINALLY!  Relief!  I hope I don’t this doesn’t happen again.  See how much women have to go through??

Katie has slept through the night three nights in a row now!  Last night she even slept for 9 hours.  What a good baby.